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@मदन पौडेल

n]vsLo b[li6sf]0f

jt{dfg ;dodf ;flxTosf] kl/efiffnfO{ cf–cfkm\gf] 9·n] lbg] u/]sf] kfOG5 . ;+:s[tsf] ‘;lxt’ af6 ag]sf] ;flxTo zAbn] ;xefj cyf{t\ ;lxt;Fu x'g] efj a'emfpF5 . ;flxTodf zAb / cy{sf] ldng x'G5, efj / ljrf/sf] ;lDdng x'G5, sNkgf / cleJolQmsf] ;+of]u x'G5 h;n] ;dfhsf ljljw /x/nfUbf sx/nfUbf ljifoj:t'nfO{ ;d]6]sf] x'G5 . To;}n] o;nfO{ ;dfhsf] P]gf klg eGg] ul/G5 . ;dfhsf] P]gfsf] ¿kdf ;flxTonfO{ a'lemG5 eg] ;dfnf]rgfnfO{ ;flxTosf] P]gfsf ¿kdf a'em\g] ul/G5 . x/]s ;flxlTos s[ltsf] cfkm\gf] d"No, zlQm / ;Ldf /x]sf x'G5g\ . s[ltdf cfPsf kIfx¿nfO{ ts{o'Qm k/LIf0f, d"Nof°g, ;Tofkg u/L aflx/ Nofpg] sfd ul/G5 h;nfO{ ;dfnf]rgf eGg] ul/G5 . ;dfnf]rgfsf dfWodaf6 s[lt leqsf] j:t' tYo klxrfg u/]sf] cj:yfdf kf7sx¿nfO{ k7gaf]wdf yk ;xh x'g] ub{5 . o;}nfO{ dWo]gh/ ub}{ ‘Ps lrxfg’ pkGof;sf] oxfF ljZn]if0f ug]{ k|of; ul/Psf] 5 . p;f] t o; pkGof;sf] klxnf] ;+:s/0f -@)!&_ xf] . kl5Nnf] ;dodf pRr dfWoflds lzIff kl/ifb\n] sIff !! sf] clgjfo{ g]kfnL gofF kf7\oqmd -@)^&_ df of] pkGof;nfO{ ;dfj]z u/]sf] 5 . kl5Nnf] ;+:s/0f -@)^&_ df k|sflzt of] pkGof; klxnf] ;+:s/0fsf] h:tf] k"0f{ ¿kdf x'ax' gcfO{ s]xL c+z s6f}tL u/L ;+lIfKt agfOPsf] 5 . ;h{sk|lt ;Ddfg ub}{ ;+lIfKt agfP/ n]lvPsf] elgP klg s[ltsf] df}lnstfdf 7]; nfu]sf] eg] cjZo b]lvG5 . oBlk kl5Nnf] r/0fdf k|sflzt pkGof;sf] j:t'tYonfO{ ljZn]if0f ug]{ k|of; ul/Psf] 5 h;n] ljBfyL{x¿nfO{ dfq geO{ :jtGq ¿kdf cWoog ug{ rfxg] cWo]tftnfO{ klg ;xof]u ldNg] ck]Iff d}n] lnPsf] 5' .

ljifo k|j]zM

       ¿keGbf j:t'nfO{ JolQmeGbf ;dfhnfO{ dxŒj lbFb} n]Vg] pkGof;sf/ XborGb|l;+x k|wfg -!(&@–@)!^_ n] g]kfnL ;flxTosf] kmfF6df pkGof;sf] cltl/Qm Psf°L, lgaGw, syf, ;dfnf]rgf, Jofs/0fh:tf ljleGg ljwfx¿df snd rnfPsf] kfOG5 . k|wfg g]kfnL cfVofg tyf ;du| ;flxTosf] pGgogdf Ps :yflkt JolQmTjsf ¿kdf lrlgG5g\ . ‘:jf:gLdfG5]’ -@)!!_ pkGof;dfkm{t cfw'lgs g]kfnL pkGof;df d"n ¿kdf cfnf]rgfTds wf/f leœofpg ;kmn dflgG5g\ . k|wfgn] ;dfhdf b]lvPsf cGwljZjf;, zf]if0f, s'/LltnfO{ Ps lrxfg pkGof;dfkm{t kl/jt{gsf] cfÞjfg u/]sf 5g\ . bf];|f] tyf clGtd pkGof;sf] ¿kdf cfPsf] Ps lrxfg pkGof;sf] ljZn]if0f qmdzM tn ul/Psf] 5 .

!= syfgs

       pkGof; lgdf{0fdf syfgssf] dxŒjk"0f{ :yfg x'G5 . syfgsdf syf jf 36gf x'G5 . 36gf eg]sf] To:tf] sfo{Jofkf/ xf] h;df cfsl:dstf / c;fwf/0ftfsf] tŒj /xG5 . o;n] efjsdf pT;'stf s't"xntf ;+zo hufpF5 . o:tf 36gfx¿sf] sfo{sf/0f of]hgfnfO{ syfgs elgG5 . syfgs pkGof;sf] z/L/ xf] . ;'Gb/ ;'ul7t z/L/ ePsf] JolQmTj h;/L k|efjzfnL / cfsif{s x'G5 clg k|yd bz{gd} dflg; df]lxt aGb5 / p;sf] sfo{snfk / ljrf/sf] kl/ro kfPkl5 ´g\ k|efljt x'G5 To;/L g} kf7snfO{ ;aeGbf klxnf] cfsif{0f ug]{ tŒj eg]s} syfgs xf] .

        pkGof;sf] ljifoj:t' Ps ul/a kl/jf/sf] ls;fgsf] hLjgdf cfOk/]sf ljljw ;d:of / ljklQdf cflw/t 5 . pkGof;sf] ljifonfO{ #! kl/R5]bdf ljeQm u/L k|:t't ul/Psf] 5 . l8dfO ;fOhsf] hDdf !)& k[i7df ;+/lrt ‘Ps lrxfg’ n3' cfsf/sf] pkGof;sf] ¿kdf b]lvG5 . pkfGof;df ci6 gf/fgsf] kl/jf/sf] ;+3if{k"0f{ hLjgofkg tyf lbgrof{nfO{ k|:t't ul/Psf] 5 . hLjgdf ;Gtfg kfP/ klg ;Gtfgk|lt pQ/bfloTj lgjf{x ug{ g;s]sf] atfpg] a[4 ci6gf/0f lj/fdL eO{ cf]5\ofgdf kb{5 . ci6 gf/fgsf] pkrf/ tyf 3/sf] lhDd]jf/L 7"nf] 5f]/f] lzj gf/fgsf] sfFwdf cfpF5 . afa' ci6 gf/fgsf] OR5f g'xFbfgx'Fb} klg pkrf/sf lgldQ ;a} kl/jfsf ;b:ox¿ nfluk5{g . To;kl5 glhs}sf t'o' u'efh', j}B, slj/fh tyf gfdf]b 8fS6/ uf]bQk|;fbnfO{ pkrf/sf lglDt af]nfpF5g\ . olt x'Fbf klg gePkl5 ci6 gf/fgn] cfkm\gf] lqmofsf] nflu 5'§fPsf] ?=@% vr{ ubf{ klg la/fdL lgsf] geO{ d[To'j/0f ug{ k'Ub5g\ . 3/df /x]sf b'O{ efO k'g gf/fg / xif{ gf/fg, Ps alxgL gfgLys'F, cfdf ntdfof nufotsf] kl/jf/nfO{ ;~rfng ug]{ d'Vo bfloTj lzajgf/df ylkG5 . efO xif{ gf/fg, / alxgL gfgLys'Fsf], 3/hd ul/lbg', s[lif sd{af6 hLjg lgjf{x u/L elTsg nfu]sf] 3/nfO{ k'glgdf{0f ug'{ kg]{ bfloTjo;d]t lzj gf/fgdf ylkG5 . ls;fgx¿sf] hLjgdf gofF 3fd Nofpg] kIfdf lzj gf/fg ;+3if{k"0f{ ofqfdf /x]sf] 5 . p;n] cfkm" tyf kl/jf/sf ;b:ox¿nfO{ ldnfP/ s[lif sd{df v6fPsf] 5 . o:tf] ;+3if{df /x]sf] lzj gf/fgsf] kl/jf/sf] cj:yfnfO{ b]vL Tof] kl/jf/af6 :jfy{ n'6\g] u/L ;dfhsf ljleGg zf]ifs tyf ;fdGtL ju{sf JolQmx?sf] rnv]n a9]sf] 5 . 8fS6/ uf]bQn] gfgLys'Fsf] nfj0o ;f}Gbo{ b]v]/ p;nfO{ ef]Ugsf nflu s'l6n rfn /Rb5 . To;}sf] k|]dfhfndf efj's :jefjsL gfgLys'F km:b} uPsL 5 . efj's k|]ddf km;]sf] tyf gf/Lsf] jf:tljs cl:tTj n'l6g nfu]sf] yfxf kfP/ gfgLys'FnfO{ ;xLdf dfu{df Nofpg rfn]sf] /~hgf zdf{sf] plrt sbd klg oxfF lgs} dfld{s ?kdf cfPsf] 5 . To:t} u|fdL0f ;fdGtLsf ¿kdf /x]sf] tlN;ª ;'Aaf ;'/dfgn] gfgLys'FnfO{ k|fKt ug{sf nflu ljb]zL tfg l;Q}df lbg], ut jif{sf] afFsL /sd ldgfx ul/lbg] h:tf nf~5gf ;lxt cfkm\gf] dltof/ /fdaxfb'/nfO{ ntdfof ;dIf k7fpF5 . zf]if0fsf] WofpGgdf /x]sf o:tf zf]ifs / ;fdGtL ju{sf kfqsf] s'sd{n] syfgsdf ult k|bfg u/]sf] 5 . 3/sf] ;~rfngsf nflu xDd]xDd] kl//x]sf] cj:yfdf ci6 gf/fgsf] kl/jf/sf ;b:ox? cfkm"n] ;Sg] sfddf nflu/x]sf x'G5g\ . o;} qmddf tLg lbg;Ddsf] d';nwf/] jiff{;Fu} cfPsf] af9Ln] 3/ tyf a]+zL v]tsf] e'mk|f] aufO{ ci6 gf/fgsf] ;a} kl/jf/nfO{ Ps} lrxfg agfpF5 . oxL b'vt\ / sf?l0fs cj:yf g} pkGof;sf] s]Gb|Lo ljifo ag]sf] 5 .

        ‘Ps lrxfg’ pkGof;sf] syfgsLo 9fFrf /}lvs b]lvG5 . pkGof;sf] d"n >f]t ;fdflhs ;+/rgf / Joj:yfdf b]lvPsf ljleGg lsl;dsf zf]if0fsf ¿kx¿, ;fdflhs ljs[lt lj;·lt /x]sf 5g\ . pkGof;df gfgLys'Fsf] cfGtl/s åGå, /fdaxfb'/ / lzj gf/fg aLrsf] afÞo åGå klg cfPsf] 5 . ul/a ls;fgsf] kl;gfdf df]h ug{ rfxg]x¿sf] st't{ tyf ul/a ls;fgsf] ;+3if{af6 klg hLjg ;kmn x'g g;s]sf] efj pkGof;df pb\3fl6t ul/Psf] 5 .

@= rl/qlrq0f

       syfgsnfO{ cl3 a9fpg] dfgjLo jf dfgj]t/ k|f0fLnfO{ rl/q elgG5 . syfgssf] hLjGttf kfqsf] lqmofsnfkdf e/ kg]{ x'gfn] oL b'j}nfO{ 38L / Aof6«Lsf] ¿kdf lnOg] ul/G5 . pkGof;df dfgjLo jf dfgj]t/ h'g kfqsf] k|of]u u/] klg To;n] ;dfh / hLjgsf] k|ltlaDag u/]sf] x'g'kb{5 . pkGof;df rl/qlrq0f syfgfTds / gf6sLo b'j} z}nLdf ug]{ ul/G5 . ‘Ps lrxfg’ pkGof;df gf6sLo ¿kdfeGbf klg syfgfTds ¿kdf k|of]u ul/Psf] e]l6G5 . pkGof;df d"ntM lgDgjuL{o / ;fdGtL zf]ifs juf{sf kfqx¿sf] k|of]u ul/Psf] 5 . pkGof;df jl0f{t ljljw kfqx¿dWo] s]xL d'Vo kfqx¿sf] ljZn]if0f lgDgfg';f/ ul/Psf] 5–

 lzj gf/fg

       ci6 gf/fgsf] h]7f] 5f]/f] lzj gf/fg pkGof;sf] k|d'v kfq xf] . afa'sf] lgwgkl5 3/kl/jf/sf] d'Vo lhDd]jf/L lnPsf] Ps sd{7, ldlxg]tL s[ifs xf] . ls;fg k[YjLsf] cGo k|f0fLsf nflu cGgbft ePsf], cfkm\gf] kl;gf aufP/ ;dfh / b]znfO{ kfNg], /ut lbP/ ;+:ff/nfO{ lhGbuL lbO/xg] TofuL k|f0fL -k[=*@_  7fGg] ci6 gf/fg s[ifs x'g'df uj{sf] dx;'; ub{5 . afa' ci6 gf/fgn] ;fdflhs /Lltl/jfh / ;+:sf/ cg'¿k OGsf/ u/]sf] bfgblIf0ff, eft et]/nfO{ k"0f{ ¿kdf nfu" ub}{ afa'sf] d[To' x'Fbf klg kfng ug]{ cfbz{ tyf k|ultzLn kfq xf] . 8fS6/ uf]bQ / tlN;ª ;'/dfg ;'Aafaf6 ePsf] PsfPs pbf/tf vt/gfs 5 -k[=#$_ egL To:tf] k|j[lQsf] n]vfhf]vf ug]{ ;r]t / :jfledfgL :jefjsf] kfq xf] . cfkm"n] lx;fa u/]sf] / lbg'kg]{ nut c?n] af]n]sf] e/df ;/sd/s ug'{x'Fb}g -k[=&@_ eGg] OdfGbf/, k|]d ug{ ;a}n] kfpg'k5{ t/ k|]dsf gfddf pR5[ª\vn / 5f8ftGq x'g'x'Fb}g -k[=&@_, cfkm\gf] hLjgsf] eljiosf] nflu ;'of]Uo j/ 5fGg kfpg] clwsf/ ;a}df x'G5, Tof] cfkm\gL alxgLn] klg u/f];\ eGg] rfxgf /fVg], efO xif{ gf/fgn] tfdfª\ hftsL s]6LnfO{ dgk/fPsf] s'/fnfO{ ;xh} :jLsf/ ub}{ ljjfx u/L 3/df leœofpg' -k[=(@_ ;fy} alxgLsf] d~h'/Lcg';f/ dw]; d"nsf] /fd v]nfjg /fpt;Fu ljjfx -k[=(*_ ul/lbg'n] k|]d / cGt/hftLo ljjfxk|ltsf] v'nf wf/0ff /xsf] k|ultzLn b]lvG5 . g]jf/, kj{t] / dw];L tLg hflt / ;+:s[lt ldl;P/ Ps x'Fb} uPdf g]kfn cem ;'Gb/ ljzfn x'g hfG5 -k[=(#_ eGg', bfOhf]sf ¿kdf 3/]n' ;fdu|L sf]bfnf], v's'/L, 6f]kL cflb lbg'n] p;df k|an /fli6«o efjgf / /fli6«o ;+:s[ltsf] hu]{gfk|lt lrGtgzLn JolQmTjsf ¿kdf lrlgG5 .

        ljBdfg ¿kdf klg JojfKt /x]sf] gj b'nxLnfO{ leœofpFbf ul/g] c:jfefljs lqmofsnfkk|lt cfklQ hgfpFb} pgLx¿nfO{ ul/g] o:tf :jfª / 9f]+u xf]Og a? nf]Ug] dflg;x¿n] xs, clwsf/ lbg ge'nf}+ -k[=(%_ eGg] lzj gf/fg gf/Lk|ltklg pbf/ b[li6sf]0f ePsf] kfqsf ¿kdf b]lvG5 .

        ;du|df lzj gf/fg ul/a ls;fg eP/ klg ls;fg x'g'df uj{ ug]{ k/Dkl/t s';+:sf/nfO{ tf]8\g rfxg] k|ultzLn, /fli6«otf / /fli6«o ;+:s[ltk|lt lrlGtt x'g] ;r]t, :jfeLdfgL, /fi6«jfbL, cfbz{jfbL, st{Jok/of0f ul/a ls;fgsf] k|ltlglwTj ug]{ juL{o cg's"n kfq xf] . pkGof;df o;sf] s]Gb|Lo e"ldsf /x]sf] 5 .

 8fS6/ uf]bQ

       pkGof;sf] k|d'v vn kfq xf] . tLgj6f 5f]/f5f]/Lsf afa' ePsf] k]zfn] ;/sf/L c:ktfndf sfd ug]{ 8fS6/ xf] . Xbodf bofsf] n]z;d]t gePsf] -k[=!!_, t/ gfgLys'Fsf] ;f}Gbo{ / efj e·uLn] cfslif{t eO{ ci6 gf/fgsf] pkrf/df hfg] tyf sfhlqmofsf nflu ;xh} C0f lbg] kljqkfkL -kljq jf0fL kfkL dg_ k|j[lQsf] kfq xf] . la/fdLsf] cj:yf lrGtfhgs x'Fbf cfn6fn ug]{ tyf pkrf/df hfg'eGbf klxNo} cfkm\gf] z'Ns lng] -k[=&_ gLr / ;ª\s'lrt dfgl;stfn] el/Psf] JolQm xf] . pd]/ 9NsFb} uPsf] skfndf hf}ltn kfls;s]sf] -k[=^$_ t/ v'6\lsn} lkR5] :jf:gL rflxg] -k[=%(_ ef]uljnf;L xf] . ;f]emL u|fdL0f o'jtLnfO{ d';'d';' xfF;Lsg dfofhfndf km;fpg] xF;df/f JolQm xf] . la/fdLsf] ;]jfdf bQlrQ x'gkg]{ 8fS6/L k]zfsf] dof{bfnfO{ pNnª\3g u/L la/fdL x]g]{ sf]7fdf o'jtLsf] of}jgnfO{ ;fw'sf] e]ifdf s[i0fnLnf ug]{ -k[=^!_ zf]ef, ;Eotf / nfh gePsf] JolQm xf] . cfkm\gf s/t'tnfO{ xfF;LxfF;L p8fpg], kltk/fo0f >LdtLnfO{ a]jf:tf ug]{ g}lts / rl/qxLg JolQm xf] . cfkm\gf] st{Jo -8\o'6L_ nfO{ ;s];Dd 5f]6\ofO{ gf/Lsf] ;f}Gbo{df cfglGbt x'g vf]Hg], gf/Lsf] gf/LTj g} sf]xL k'?ifnfO{ u|x0f ug'{ xf] -k[=()_ egL 7fGg], lagfsfddf csf{sf] 3/df uO/xg], ;dfh kl/jf/sf] 8/ gdfGg], g}ltstf, ;fdflhs dof{bf, k]zfut, JolQmut u'0f gePsf] rl/qxLg 3[l0ft / sfd's rl/qsf] kfq xf] . k]zfut dof{bfnfO{ Vofn gug]{ v/fa 8fS6/sf] k|ltlglwTj ug]{ vn kfq xf] . of] d'vdf /fd–/fd aunLdf 5'/f :jefjsf] JolQm xf] .

      

  gffgLys'F

       gfgLys'F ci6gf/sL 5f]/L, lzj gf/fg, k'g gf/fg / xif{ gf/fgLsf] alxgL xf] . ev{/} !& jif{df k|j]z u/]sL  of}jg k'li6P/ 9sds km'n]sL lgDgjuL{o ls;fg kl/jf/sL ;f]emL clzlIft o'jtL xf] . cg'xf/df ;f}Gbo{, r]x]/fdf lx;L k/]sL zfxHofbL -k[=(_ h:tL 5 . 8fS6/ uf]bQsf] b]vfj6L d':sfg / ;xof]uL efjgfaf6 k|efljt eO{ dg k/fpg', kl/jf/n] uf]bQsf] af/]df 6Lsf l6Kk0fL ubf{ g/fd|f] dfgL uDeL/tfk"j{s lng], p;sf] k|]ddf k]|dfKjlnt eO{ >4f, elQm, ljZjf; ug]{ -k[=@$_, uf]bQk|lt a9]sf] lxdlrdnfO{ kl/jf/n] ;xg g;sL ufnL ubf{ efj ljÞjn eO{ p;}sf] kf;df hfg] / ;f; eP;Dd klg g5f8\g] -k[=%^_ s'/f JoQm ug]{ efj's k|]ldsf xf] .

        8fS6/ uf]bQsf] jf:tljs b]vfj6L dfof dfq ePsf], tLg 5f]/f5f]/L tyf >LdtL ePsf] yfxfkfPkl5 8fS6/k|lt /x]sf] k|]dnfO{ TofUg ;Sg] -k[=*(_, :jf:gL dflg;sf] gfddf snlª\sgL x'g tyf gf/LTj lu/fpg grfxg], cfkm\gf] kl/jf/sf] dfof ddtf / lgb]{zgdf a:g], kl/jf/sf] lg0f{ofg';f/ v';L eO{ dw];d"nsf] /fdv]njfg /fpt;Fu ljjfx ug{ /fhL x'g] ultzLn, st{Jolgi7, rl/qjfg kfq xf] . ;'?df efj's :jefjsL gfgLys'F /~hgf zdf{af6 plrt ;Nnfx / ;'emfj kfO;s]kl5 cfkm\gf] Jojxf/ kl/jt{g ug]{ cg's"n, ul/a ls;fgsL ;f]emL 5f]/Lsf k|ltlglwTj ug]{ juL{o ;xofs kfq xf] .

 /~hgf zdf{

       pkGof;sf] ;Dk"0f{ efudf gcfPsL t/ aLr efudf cfP/ klg 36gf z[ª\vnfnfO{ gofF df]8 lbg ;kmn gf/L ;xfos kfqsf] ¿kdf /~hgf zdf{sf] pkl:ylt /x]sf] 5 . zdf{ 8fS6/ uf]bQsL >LdtL, tLgj6f 5f]]/f5f]/LsL cfdfsf] ¿kdf;d]t lrlgPsL 5 . agf/; ljZjljBfnoaf6 cfO{=P= ;]s]08 O{P/;Dd k9]sL /~hgf b]jL -k[=^#_ lzlIft gf/L xf] . cfkm\gf] nf]Ug]sf] v/fa cfr/0fsf sf/0f km:g nfu]sL gfgLys'FnfO{ jf:tljs s'/f a'emfpg] ;t\ kfq xf] .  gf/L s'g} j:t' xf]Ogg\, gf/Ln] k|fs[lts ¿kdf k|fKt u/]sf] ;f}Gbo{ s;}sf nflu ef]ufpg geO{ oL ;a} u'0fx¿sf] cfkm\g} dxŒj /x]sf] -k[=^$_ egL 7fGg] /~hgf zdf{ x/]s dfgjsf] lxt ug{ g;s] klg gf/Lsf] uf}/j, cfTd;Ddfg, klxrfg e"ldsf tyf gf/L :jtGqtfsf] jsfnt u/]sL 5 . Ps gf/Ln] csf]{ k'?if;Fu af]n]sf] b]Vg grfxg] x}sdjfbL k'?if ;dfhnfO{ cfkm\gf] nf]Ug]n] kfOn} lkR5] :jf:gL -k[=%*_ /fVg rfx]sf] b'is[TonfO{ /·]xft kqmfpm u/L ;Dk"0f{ ef]ujfbL, sfd's k'?ifx¿nfO{ gª\Uofpg] sfd u/]sL 5 .

        ef}lts pGglt / ;'ljwfn] dflg;nfO{ aflx/L ;'v lbPklg jf:tljs ;'v gf/Lsf] rl/qdf lglxt x'gfn]     k[=%*_ gf/L xfF;]sf] 7fpFdf dfq k'?if xf:g ;Sg] ePsfn] gf/Lsf] d"NonfO{ 36fpg] sf]l;; ug'{ x'Fb}g, gf/Lsf] cl:tTj dxŒj / ul/dfnfO{ a9fpg' kb{5 eGg] ljrf/sL /~hgf b]jL gfgLys'FnfO{ xf};nf / k|]/0ff lbG5] . gf/L  cl:dtf, :jtGqtf, cfkm\gf] klxrfg tyf gf/L clwsf/sf] af/]df v'n]/ s'/f ug]{ cfFl6nL, ;fxl;nL, b[9lgZroL, st{Jok/fo0f, jfsk6'tf ePsL dfgj hfltsf] lxt ug{ rfxg] :jfefjsL b]lvG5] . pkGof;df /~hgf zdf{sf] pk:yfkgn] kf7snfO{ cem cf:jfB agfPsf] 5 .

        oL rl/qx¿afx]s ;dfhdf ljleGg afxgfdf td;'s agfO{ zf]if0f ug]{ -k[=@&_ tlN;ª ;'Aaf ;'/dfg, p;n] ¿kjtL gfgys'FnfO{ k|fKt ug{sf] nflu rfn]sf] s'l6n rfn, p;sf] dltof/ /fdaxfb'/ zf]ifs ju{sf k|lts"n  rl/q x'g\ . To:t} ci6fgf/gsf dflxnf 5f]/f k'g gf/fg, sfG5f] 5f]/f] xif{ gf/fg, ntdfof, lzj gf/fgsL >LdtL xfs'dfof tyf 5f]/f5f]/L, dflxnf tfdfª, p;sL 5f]/L k'tnL, /fdv]njfg /fpt, /f]kfOF ug{ cfpg] cGo >ldsx¿ nufotsf kfqx¿sf dfWodaf6 pkGof; oyfy{ / pT;'sdo eP/ cfPsf] b]lvG5 .

#= kl/j]z÷jftfj/0f

       cfVofgfTds s[ltsf kfqx¿n] sfo{ ug]{ jf 36\g] lglZrt :yfgnfO{ b]z, ;donfO{ sfn / ;du| cfGtl/s jf afÞo kl/j]znfO{ jftfj/0f elgG5 . s[ltdf 3l6t 36gfx¿ s'g} z"Go 7fpFdf 36\g 36\g ;Sb}gg\ . tL 36gf x'gfsf nflu s'g} :yfg, ;do tyf jftfj/0fn] e"ldsf v]nsf] x'G5 . h;n] syfj:t' / rl/qdf :jfefljstf / oyfy{tf k|bfg ub{5 . Ps lrxfg pkGof;df klg kl/j]zsf] oyf]lrt k|:t't u/]sf] kfOG5 .

        pkGof;df sfof{Jofkf/ ePsf jf 36gf 36]sf k|d'v :ynx¿df s7fdf8f}+ tyf ToxfF j/k/sf] 7fpF /x]sf] b]lvG5 . ci6 gf/fgsf] dlSsPsf]÷k'/fgf] 3/, 8fS6/ uf]bQsf] 3/, c:ktfn, wfg tyf cGo afnL ;+/If0fsf nflu a]+zL kmfF6sf] e'mk|f], tlN;ª ;'Aaf ;'/dfgsf] 3/, dfOnf tfdfªsf] 8]/f b]lv t/fO{sf] k|;· klg cfPsf] b]lvG5 .

        pkGof;df k|hftGqsf] :yfkgfsf nflu @))& ;fndf ePsf] hgljb|f]x -k[=(%_, ljleGg axfgfdf ul/a ls;fgx¿dfly nufOg] s/sf] Joj:yf, ls;fgsf b'Mv Joyf la;f{pg /f]kfOFdf d:t;Fu hfF8, /S;L vfO{ -k[=&%_ /dfpg] k|rng, u'l7of/ k|yf, eP/ geP/ klg cfkm\gf] hflt / ;dfhdf dbf{kbf{ bfg blIf0ff lbg], eft et]/ v'jfpg} kg]{] k|rng -k[=@#_, /f]uLx¿nfO{ ;s];Dd j}B tyf slj/fhaf6 pkrf/ u/fpg] k|rng -k[=#_, ljjfxdf gj b'nxLnfO{ ul/g] :jfut ;Tsf/, lxpFb tyf jiff{t\sf] ;donufot pkGof;sf ;du| afÞo kl/j]z x'g\ . pkGof; ;fdfGo kl/j]zaf6 hl6n x'Fb} cufl8 a9L sf?l0fs cj:yfdf k'uL 6'l·Psf] 5 . ;fy} pkGof;df gfgLys'F / 8fS6/ uf]bQ aLrsf] åGå Pj+ gfgLys'Fsf] dgf]åGå, tlN;ª ;'Aaf ;'/dfg / lzj gf/fg aLrsf] åGå klg cfPsf] 5 .

$= efiffz}nL

       ;flxTosf] dfWod efiff xf] . pkGof; uB ;flxlTos ljwf ePsfn] o;df uB efiffsf] pkof]u ul/G5 . uB efiff kB h:tf] s[lqd gx'g] ePsfn] pkGof;df hgaf]nL cg'¿ksf] efiff pko'Qm dflgG5 . cGo ljwfsf] t'ngfdf pkGof;n] hLjg / hut\sf] Jofks kIfnfO{ ;d]6\g] x'gfn] o;df eflifs ljrngsf] k|of]u klg ul/G5 . oBlk sljtfdf h:tf] eflifs ljrng eg] ul/Fb}g .

        cleJolQmsf] 9fFrfnfO{ g} z}nL elgg5 . z}nL n]vssf] ljzli6 ¿k xf] . z}nL ;flxlTos / eflifs u/L b'O{ k|sf/sf x'G5g\ . eflifs z}nL efiffsf] k|of]u / cleJolQmdf b]vf kb{5 . ;flxlTos z}nL s[ltsf] ;du| k|efj;Fu ;Da4 x'G5 .

       ‘Ps lrxfg’ pkGof;sf] efiff hgaf]nL cg'¿ksf] ;/n / ;xh 5 . pkGof;df 3l6t 36gfx¿sf] j0f{gfTds k|:t'lt /x]sf]  b]lvG5 . g]kfnL ;fdflhs ;+/rgf / Joj:yfsf lgDgjuL{o hLjg latfpg ljjz kl/jf/sf] hLjGt lrq0f ug]{ qmddf s]xL gª\s], dfrf5L, kmf]g], aLrfM p3f8 h:tf g]jf/L zAbx¿sf] k|of]u ePsf] kfOG5  . o:tf s]xL zAbx¿sf] k|of]u ePklg ;du|df pkGof;sf] efiff ;/n ;xh / Jofs/0f;Ddt 5 . pkGof;df k|of]u ePsf s]xL pvfg, t'Ssf / ;"lQmx¿nfO{ lgDgfg';f/ k|:t't ul/G5–

s]xL pvfgx¿

ærf}6f vfg uPsL a'9L emf]ndf k/]/ d/LÆ -k[=@^_, æg /x] afF; g ah] afF;'/LÆ -k[=#^_, æPs lt/n] b'O{ l;sf/Æ -k[=$^_, æh:tfnfO{ t:t} l9+8fnfO{ lg:t}Æ -k[=*$_

        k|:t't s[ltsf] csf]{ dxŒjk"0f{ kf6f] o;sf] k|:t'ltdf b]lvg] ;"lQmdotf xf] . ;"lQmx¿ oxfF ljleGg ;|f]taf6 cfPsf  5g\ / cfkm} lgdf{0f klg ul/Psf 5g\ . ltgdf k|r'/ cy{3gTj b]Vg ;lsG5 .

v                æc;f/ lau|of] eg] ls;fgsf] Ps jif{sf] ;f}efUo lau|G5Æ -k[=!#_

v                ærnfs dflg;sf] :jfy{ / w'Tof{OF c;n s'/fs} leq n's]sf] x'G5Æ -k[=#*_

v                æcfkm\gf] y}nLsf] ufF7f] alnof] kfg'{ ;fyLnfO{ bf]if gnufpg"Æ -k[=#(_

v                æ6fpsf] kmf]/]/ hf]ufO /fv]sf] OHht kfgL eP/ gkf]lvof];\Æ -k[=%(_

v                æa? Hofgdf/fb]lv 8/ 5}g, ;fx'df/fb]lv aRg ;lsG5 t/ d';'d';' xfF;Lsg latfpg] xF;df/fb]lv aRg ufx|f] 5Æ -k[=^!_

v                ækl;gfsf] kl/>d / alnbfgsf] gftfdf ;+:f/df ;aeGbf 7"nf] ls;fg xf]Æ -k[=*@_

s]xL ;flxlTo efiffsf] k|of]u ærsf]/n] rGb|df kfP em}+, rftsn] j[li6 kfP em}+ slj / sf]OnLn] j;Gt kfP em}+ cfglGbt x'nfÆ -k[=#)_ e]l6G5 .

%= p2]Zo÷hLjgbz{g

       s'g} klg ;h{ssf] /rgf p2]ZoljxLg x'Fb}g rfx] Tof] ‘snf snfsf] nflu’ eGg] xf];\ jf ‘snf ;h{ssf nflu’ eGg] ;h{s xf];\ . k"jL{ tyf kfZrfTo ;flxTosf ;dLIfsx¿n] z}lIfs, wfld{s, g}lts tyf cfgGb k|flKtnfO{ ;flxTosf] k|of]hg dfg]sf] kfOG5 . pkGof; klg s'g} g s'g} p2]Zo k"/f ug{sf nflu n]lvPsf] x'G5 . pkGof;sf/n] cfkm\gf] pkGof;åf/f kf7s ;fd' s:tf] ;Gb]z lbg rfxG5 . pkGof;sf] d'Vo ;d:ofx¿ s'g–s'g x'g\ tyf n]vsn] To;sf] ljj]rgf Pj+ ;dfwfg s'g 9·af6 u/]sf] 5 eGg] s'/f ljrf/0fLo x'G5 . oxL+af6 g} pkGof;sf] p2]Zo klxrfg ug{ ;lsG5 .

       ‘Ps lrxfg’ pkGof;sf] ;ldi6ut cWoog u/L p2]Zo kIfnfO{ cfFsng ubf{ g]kfndf @))& ;fnsf] hgljb|f]x, To;kl5 k|fKt k|hftlGqs k4lt;Fu} ljsf; ePsf] k"FhLjfbL Joj:yfn] x'g] vfg] / x'Fbf vfg] ju{sf] ljsf; ePsf] b]lvG5 . k|hftGq cfPklg zf]ifs / zf]if0fsf ljleGg :j¿kx¿ b]vfk/]sf kfOG5g\ . ;dfhdf /x]sf zf]if0f, bdg, cTofrf/, s';+:sf/ tyf clxts/ kIfnfO{ cfnf]rgf ub}{ k|ultzLntf x'g vf]Hg' pkGof;sf] k|d'v p2]Zo b]lvG5 .

        pFef] nfUg glbP/ ult¿4 ug]{ ;dfhsf clxts/ sfo{x¿, b"lift tŒjx¿, cGwljZjf;, zf]if0f / ;fdflhs s'–k|yfx¿ cWoog u/]/ ltgLx¿sf] ljj]rgf, cfnf]rgf, ug]{ k|j[lQ ljz]ifnfO{ cfnf]rgf eGg] ul/G5 .

        pkGof; Pp6f sf7df8f}+sf] s'g} 7fpFdf a:g] ul/a ci6 gf/fgsf] kl/jf/sf] hLjgdf cfOk/]sf ljljw ;d:ofx¿ / tTsfnLg ;fdflhs kl/j]zaf6 p2]Zo lg¿k0f ug{ vf]lhPsf] 5 .

        la/fdL ci6 gf/fgsf] pkrf/df tNnLg kl/jf/sf] k|of; c;kmn x'g', d[To'kl5 bfx;+:sf/sf nflu u'l7of/x¿n] plrt Joj:yf ug{ g;Sg' a? d/]sf] rf/306f eO;Sof] cem;Dd s]xL ;'/;f/ ePsf] 5}g egL ems{Fb}, -k[=@)_, To:tf] ljklQ cfOk/]sf] a]nfdf /ldt] ag]/ x]g'{, b]vfj6L zf]s / ;dfj]bgf k|s6 ug]{x? cf]O{l/g' bfx;+:sf/sf gfddf  v/fa lgot /fvL ;xof]uL efj b]vfpFb} 8fS6/n] C0f lbg', dfgjLo ;+j]bgfnfO{ eGbf klxNo} k};fk|lt dl/t'No x'g,] k]zfut dof{bfnfO{ eGbf ef]u ljnf;nfO{ k|zo lbg], gf/Lsf] gf/LTj g} sf]xL k'?ifnfO{ u|x0f ug'{ xf] -k[=()_ egL pgLx¿sf] s'df/LTj n'6\g rfxg], lj/fdL hfFRg] sf]7fnfO{ x|f; nLnf agfpg rfxg] 8fS6/sf] gLr / 3[l0ft k|j[lQ , ;os8f klRr;sf] b/n] a9fO{ ul/a ls;fgdfly td;'s -k[=##_ ug]{ ;fdGtL ju{sf s'sd{x¿ tyf oL ofjt ;fdflhs ljb|"k kIfnfO{ ;s];Dd oxfF pl5tf] sf9\g] sfd ul/Psf] 5 . To:t} cl3kl5 gf/Lsf ;jfndf s]xL klg gaf]Ng], clwsf/L lbg klg jf:tf gug]{ t/ ljjfx ubf{ ul/g] c:jfefljs :jfutsf] :jfª\ / 9f]+uL k|j[lQnfO{ klg v/f] ¿kdf cfnf]rgf ul/Psf] 5 . To:t} /fli6«otf, /fli6«o ;+:s[ltsf] pTyfgsf] nflu cGt/hftLo ;DaGw x'g'kb{5, bfOhf] xf]Og To;sf] ;§f snf / ;+:s[lt hf]ufpg] vfnsf ;Lk lbg'kb{5 eGg] k|ultzLn efj klg pkGof;df cfPsf] 5 .

        Ps lrxfg pkGof;df kfOg] k|ToIf / Jofª\UofTds ¿kdf cfPsf ;fdflhs, s'/Llt, s';+:sf/, zf]ifs juf{sf] s'–sd{k|ltsf] cfnf]rgfTds s]xL sygx¿–

Ø           æu'efh';'efh' o:t} c? g} s;}nfO{ b]vfP klg t x'G5 lg Û ltgLx¿nfO{ b]vfPsf] eP lskmfot klg kYof]{, lkm; lbg' kb}{gYof] dnfO{ t lkm; lbg'k5{ .Æ -k[=&_

Ø           æXbodf n]z klg bof ePsf dflg; xf]Ogg\ cfh;Dd 6f]nsf sf]xL la/fdLnfO{ d'kmtdf x]l/lbPsf klg 5}gg\ .Æ    -k[=!!_

Ø           ædbf{ glhssf gftf, ;DaGwLx¿ /f]P/ aLrfM cfpg] k|yfnfO{ pgn] aGb ul/lbPsf lyP .Æ -k[=@$_

Ø           æ;os8f klRr;sf] b/n] a9fO{ td;'s n]vfP/ lng] bfgj cfh PsfPs s;/L b]jtf eP/ lg:Sof] .Æ-k[=##_

Ø           æ;Q/L xf]Og, ;f7L xf]Og ;GtfpGg jif{sf] eg]sf] t nf]Ug] dflg;sf nflu hjfgLs} cj:yf xf] .Æ -k[=$!_

Ø           æcsf{sf] 3/df sltlbg sfd g sfh cfO/xg]Æ -k[=%!_

Ø           æjif{ lbgdf kfOg] kGw| Sofh'on labfdf Ps Sofh'on klg lnPsf] 5}g . oxfF k'm;{bn] cfh d ltdLnfO{ dgel/ k"hf u?FnfÆ -k[=%&_

Ø           ætkfO{+sf] s:tf] afgL of], s] v'l8\sn} lkR5] :jf:gL rflxG5 <Æ -k[=%(_

Ø           æla/fdL x]/L 5f]/L dflg;x¿sf] ;]jf ug{sf lglDt tkfO{+ la/fdL sf]7f vf]n]/ al;/xg' ePsf] xf] ls ufnfdf  km'n]sf t?gLx¿ km;fpg hfnyfkL /xg' ePsf] xf] <Æ -k[=^)_

Ø           æxfdL :jf:gL dflg; s'g} nf]Ug] dflgsf] ef]usf lglDt hGd]sf jf l;h]{sf hLj xf]Ogf}+ .Æ -k[=^$_

Ø           æd}n] Ps–Ps ;'gL ;s]F tkfO{Fsf] od'gf t6df aHg] j+zLsf] w'g <Æ -k[=^*_

Ø           æafa' d/]sf] ^ dlxgf ePsf] 5}g p;sf] of] nLnf ÛÆ -k[=&!_

Ø           æ:jtGqtfsf] gfddf h;n] hf];Fu h:tf] klg k|]d u/]/ lx+8]sf] x]g{ rfxGgF .Æ -k[= &@_

Ø           æHofg yfk]/ csf{sL 5f]/La]6L kfOG5, t?gL :jf:gL kfOg5 eg] d klg Hofg yfk'Fnf .Æ -k[=&*_

Ø           æ;'/dfg ;'Aaf Pp6f w"t{, abdf; a]js"km x'g\ .Æ -k[=&(_

Ø           æ8f]nLdf xfnL NofP/ 9f]sfdf /f]sL cg]s :jfut ub}{df :jf:gL dflg;x¿n] xfd|f] ;dfhdf s] dfg, dof{bf / :yfg kfPsf 5g\ <Æ -k[=(%_

Ø           æls;fgsf ;Gtfgn] cf/fd ug'{ kfk xf] . z/L/df Ps yf]kf dfq /ut afFsL ePklg kl;gfsf] ¿kdf lgsfn]/ v]tnfO{ r9fpg' k5{ .Æ -k[=!)@_

        ;du|df s[ltdf cfnf]rgfTds kIf g} k|jn b]lvPsf] 5 . gf/LjfbL b[li6sf], cGt/hftLo ljjfxsf] :yfkgf,  /fli6«otf /fli6«o ;+:s[ltsf ;afndf s[ltn] k|ultzLn ljrfnfO{ dha't u/fpg] sfd u/]sf] 5 . olt x'Fbfx'Fb} klg  ljZj;dfhjfbL b[li6sf]0f / juL{o åGåsf] ;3gtf kfOFb]g . ul/a u'?jfdfly cfOk/]sf ljljw ;d:ofx¿ / pgLx¿dfly x'g] cfly{s, dfgl;s, zf/Ll/s zf]]if0fsf] ;s];Dd wHhL p8fpg' pkGof;sf] ceLi6 b]lvG5 .

^= zLif{s

       zLif{sn] s'g} klg s[lt leqsf] j:t'tYonfO{ ;ª\s]t ub{5 . zLif{s kfqn] v]n]sf] e"ldsfsf cfwf/df,  3l6t 36gfsf cfwf/df tyf kl/j]zsf cfwf/df /fVg] u/]sf] kfOG5 . zLif{s /fVbf clefwfTds, k|tLsfTds Pj+ Jofª\UofTds ¿kdf;d]t /fVg] ul/G5 . k|:t't pkgof;sf] ‘Ps lrxfg’df cfPsf ‘lrxfg’ zAbn] d/]sf] dfG5] uf8\g] 7fpF, d'bf{ hnfpg] 7fpFnfO{ hgfpF5 . pkGof; ci6 gf/fgfsf] kl/jf/ cfkm\gf] hLjLsf]kfh{gsf qmddf ;+3if{ ubf{ub}{ tLg lbgb]lv cla/n jiff{sf sf/0f a]+zL v]tdf /x]sf lzj gf/fg, pgsL >LdtL tyf b'O{ 5f]/f5f]/LnfO{ af9L cfO{ aufP/ nu]sf] / csf]{tkm{ 3/df /x]sf ntdfof, xif{ gf/fg, k'g gf/fg, ;'GtnL nufotsf ;b:onfO{ af9Ln] 3/ aufpFbf 3/df lylrP/ ;a}sf] d[To' eO{ ;a}sf] Ps} lrxfg ePsf] b]vfO{ o;} 36gfsf cfwf/df pkGof;sf] zLif{s /flvPsf] 5 . zLif{sn] ul/a ls;fgx¿sf] ;+3if{nfO{ ;kmn x'g glbO{ lgoltn] ;d]t 7Ug]tkm{ ;ª\s]t ul/Psf] 5 .

&= lgisif{

        dflysf ljZn]if0fsf cfwf/df ‘Ps lrxfg’ pkGof;df lgDglnlvt lgisif{x¿ b]lvPsf 5g\ .

!=      of] Xb rGb| l;+xsf] bf];|f] tyf clGtd pkGof; xf] . o;sf] ;j{k|yd -@)!&_ df k|sfzg ePsf] b]lvG5 eg]       bf];|f] kl/dflh{t ¿k -@)^&_ df k|sfzg ePsf] b]lvG5 .

@=      of] d"ntM sf7df8f}+sf] ul/a Hofk" kl/jf/sf] ;d:of tyf lgoltdf s]lGb|t /x]klg ;du|df ul/a kl/jf/  sf] cj:yf / b'b{zfsf] emNsf] lbPsf] 5 .

#=      k|wfgsf] cl3Nnf] pkGof; ‘:jf:gLdfG5]’df b]lvPsf] cfnf]rgfTds wf/fsf] lg/Gt/tfdf cfPsf] b]lvG5 .         o;n] ;dfhdf b]lvPsf ljljw cfly{s, dfgl;s, zf/Ll/s zf]if0fsf cltl/Qm ?l9jfbL k/Dk/fnfO{ emNsfPsf] 5 .

$=      pkGof;n] u|fdL0f kl/j]z emlNsg] u/L eflifs njhx¿, ;fdflhs /xg;xg / ;+:s[ltnfO{ klg l6Kg] k|of; u/]sf] 5 .

%=      pkGof; 36gf lrq0fdfeGbf a9L JofVofTdstftkm{ s]lGb|t ePsf] 5 .

^=      pkGof;n] gf/L :jtGqtfsf] jsfnt, hfthfltx¿ aLrsf] Pstf, /fli6«otf, ;+:s[lt ;Da4{g, ls;fgx¿sf] sd{k|lt ;b\efj, cGt/hftLo ljjfxsf] :yfkgf / ;fdflhs c;·ltx¿nfO{ ;s];Dd cfn]rgf ug'{ pkGof;sf] ;an kIf b]lvG5 eg] 36gfnfO{ lrq0fdfeGbf JofVofdf hf]8 lbg', k|ultzLn ljrf/ /fv]/ klg lgoltdf nu]/ 6'ª\Uofpg' / k"0f{ ¿kdf k|ultzLn x'g g;Sg' pkGof;sf] sdhf]/ tyf b'a{n kIf /x]sf] b]lvG5 . 

;Gbe{u|Gy ;"rL

yfkf, lxdf+z', -@)^^_, ;flxTo kl/ro, t]=;+= sf7df8f}+ M ;f´f k|sfzg .

a/fn, s[i0fxl/ / g]q P6d -@)%*_, pkGof; l;4fGt / g]kfnL pkGof;, bf]=;+= nlntk'/ M ;f´f k|sfzg .

lqkf7L, jf;'b]j, -@)^%_, kfZrfTo ;dfnf]rgfsf] ;}4flGts k/Dkf/f efu–@, kf=;+= nlntk'/ M ;f´f k|sfzg .

k|wfg,XborGb|l;+x|, -@)^&_, Ps lrxfg, bf]=;+= sf7df8f}+ M ;f´f k|sfzg .   

zdf{, df]xg/fh -@)%%_, ;dsfnLg ;dfnf]rgf M l;4fGt / k|of]u sf7df8f}+ M g]kfn /fhsLo k|1f k|lti7fg .

;'j]bL,/fh]Gb|, -@)^$_, g]kfnL pkGof; M k/Dk/f / k|j[lQ, bf]=;+= sf7df8f}+ M ;f´f k|sfzg . 

what is life actually???

Just before a baby is born,      an angel shows it everything there is to know     and learn      on Earth.
Then at the moment of birth,      the angel touches the infant’s upper lip,      and the child forgets everything.
We spend the rest of our lives      remembering      what the angel showed us.
This is a generic guide      to the meaning of life.
It does not describe one view     of the meaning of life      and recommend you adopt it.
It helps you remember      what the angel showed you.
The angel showed you      the meaning of life.
In case you have not remembered yet,      here is what the angel showed you.

Just exactly as if you are landing a spaceship       from another galaxy,       your soul enters your body      and lands here on Earth.  Perhaps you come from out of nowhere,       out of nothingness.  Or else you had a previous existence somewhere,       in another realm       or in this realm,       and you have forgotten it.  Perhaps you land here       of your own free choice. Or some cosmic force       some karma       beyond you      causes you to land on this planet;       and you have no choice.  No matter.  This is Earth.  You land       and stay for a while.  You come here to do certain      specific      things. You may have one task      or many. Your tasks may be obvious to you.      or you may need time,      effort,      maybe struggle      even to clarify      your tasks. You may never quite even clarify your task      until the moment      your time in this body      ends. You may work on your task for years      before you realize,      “This is my task.” The tasks you came to perform      may take the whole of your life      or be done in an instant. You may be aware      you are performing your life task      while you do it. You may perform your task quickly,      hardly noticing      anything special,      unaware      you are doing the task      you came to do      while you do it. Your task may be so easy,      obvious and      natural,      you never even wonder,      "What is my task?" Your unique blend      of talents and interests      may lead you      to your task      and you just do it. Or, your task may be a constant,      unpleasant      struggle      you fight      every step of the way. Your task may be noble and wonderful      and gain you      recognition,      rewards      and honors. Or, it may be simple,      totally unnoticeable      by anyone else.